You look at a mother, father,
brother or sister and
think you know them. It’s not true. There’s more to them than you can know if
your awareness is on the “normal waking-consciousness” level of Self-Awareness State
2. What you can contemplate on is that your “family” was given to you as your
first exercise in the practise of charity as a virtue. Without any heightened
awareness, our personalities, already in conflict with ourselves, look for
conflict with others as well. And family is a great excuse. “My parents did
this”, “my brother or sister did that”. We get sensitive and silly about what
others say, do and supposedly think. Family reunions at Christmas can be
disastrous. Do we ever grow up? Or do we just play out old games and dwell on
outdated grudges? I recently saw how one single (joking) word in a family WhatsApp
chat almost wreaked havoc and might have prevented one part of a family from sitting
down with the others. I have heard how demands for attention have ended in
anger and the temporary suspension of a relationship. We all know what it’s
like. One brother’s attitude towards a mother is not the same as another’s and
arguments and conflicts can ensue. This is all on a very low and childish level
of human existence and interrelationships. And maybe this is why we are given a
family or a surrogate family – so we can begin to practise the virtues. But
alas, who will teach us this? And how do we learn if our parents haven’t taught
us, because they were lost too? One magical way is to receive inspiration in
quiet contemplation. Suddenly one sees that growth and development has to set
all family members right in one’s mind. The slate has to be wiped clean, through
acceptance, forgiveness, charity… However “badly” one thinks a family member
acts, they are there for us in Self-Awareness State 3 to provide challenges for
remaining calm inside and fully cognizant of the fact that once, we, too, were
like them and we can always find the same thoughts, words and deeds in ourselves
as well, although perhaps applied to different situations. So once you’ve
embarked on the road to increased consciousness of reality and awareness, there
are no more excuses or reasons for disquiet, day or night. Like the Christmas
carol, “All is calm, all is bright” and we are reborn into a perfect world.
Thursday, 31 December 2015
Edward’s Diary Entry 16 – Social Interlude: Virtuous inheritances
With a clear life philosophy,
we can classify testators and heirs as virtuous or lacking in virtue. Testators
lacking in virtue would do better to spend all their wealth before dying so as
not to incur in non-virtuous behaviour on the deathbed and in the afterlife, either
on their own or influenced by other non-virtuous family members. That would be
ideal. Otherwise too much negative karma (vikarma) is produced. Virtuous testators can bequeath
to their heirs and virtue is thereby continued. The non-virtuous always create
problems: One side is more grasping than another. An unfair distribution is
made. Money and wealth are withheld for personal grudges, misunderstandings and
resentments. Miserliness and stinginess are upheld. The heirs find this or that
wrong with the distribution, some wanting more, others even more. Everyone has
their own subjective opinion and no one fails to argue their case. Temptations
come and are succumbed to. It is all very tiring. Grudges and non-virtues are
continued, and very few escape the mud and mire of inheritance issues. This of
course cannot be otherwise. As long as the mind is lost in materiality and the
virtues are lacking, nothing can be done properly, especially since money is a
highly powerful corrupter of virtue, with greed and covetousness easily
stepping in, ranking second maybe after sex and egocentric love, which foment lust
and self-centredness. Non-virtuous heirs place ego and self first, and others
second. Virtuous heirs place others first and self second, striving to do
justice and act fairly. One’s last will and testament is a conclusion to a
life, a legal legacy to one’s moral standing. It’s our time-capsuled last
chance to do good in this body. So we should make the most of it. When
everybody places self first and others second, we never foster virtue or win in
the end, as greater separation is produced between human beings. If we place
others first and self last, we always come good in the end, because we are
“first” for all others, and cannot fail to win. The argument that “others”
don’t do this is futile. We cannot wait for others – that time will never come.
We have to start with ourselves – that time is now.
Wednesday, 30 December 2015
Spirituality at the Service Station: Wheel Alignment, or Getting in tune with the universe
We all know cars need to have
their wheels aligned. If the thrust is out of balance, your safety and that of
others is affected. With four wheels properly adjusted, the car goes straight.
If a wheel is out of alignment, you’re wasting energy, wearing out tyres,
forcing the machinery and jeopardising your safety. Specifically, alignment
involves 3 basic adjustments: camber, caster and toe. There are over ten secondary adjustments as well. So we agree that basic car maintenance is good,
right?
Well,
how about Mind Alignment? Why don’t we have an “Inspection Service for
Mind Alignment” on TV or at health clinics, instead of just boob-tube
programmes, blood pressure cuffs and pharmacies dispensing drugs?
Reason Number
1: Because
in Self-Awareness State 2, our “normal, waking existence”, this is not known nor
is it accepted if it is heard about. The mind is in the state of identification
with its past conditioning, present impulses and future expectations – all products
of the defective human thinking process. In this state, we are like cars with
their wheels misaligned, and like a car, we have no consciousness of being
misaligned. Continuing the analogy, we are just driven along like cars and we
often have accidents, we get worn out like tyres, we waste fuel and energy and
we are definitely unsafe, both for ourselves and for others. Number 2:
It seems to be the nature of the world to maintain this state of un-awareness
in human beings. The ancients called it “Māyā”,
illusion, modern media call it “being entertained at all costs”, and the only
choice you have is which channel to watch at any given time. Number 3:
Let’s just call this world situation “what is” and accept it this way, suspecting
that if it weren’t for the resistance and the overcoming of all this
unconsciousness, our Self-Awareness wouldn’t be able to flower in any case. It
seems we have to fight against nature, struggle against lethargy, and make an
intentional effort to consciously align ourselves with the positive in order to
grow towards that, and unveil what we ignorantly believed to be true or real before
our eyes were opened. So that’s why many are called, but few actually enter the
realm of Self-Awareness State 3 and above. We are too busy believing we are
already something, when we’re not.
So we
are like cars requiring a wheel alignment, taken as an example of a complete
overhaul, which is probably truer. But what can we do?
First we
have to find a “service station” that does wheel alignments. It’s not easy.
Advertising today is rampant, and many places say they will fix you up and give
you the best solution for your money. For example, one place has an alignment
system that will give your wheels a special coating that will make them run
straighter, and a miniature photocamera is supposedly installed on the front of
the car to continually check the front wheel alignment. Another place offers a
tablet that you place inside the car to help keep it on track, with optional
choices for left, right, straight or 45º angle turns, etc., all controlled by
an on-board computer; it keeps your alignment in check at all times. Another
corporation offers a platform onto which you drive and do various tests to
register how faithfully your vehicle responds to the orders, and then you drive
off and try to remember what to do on the open road, but that’s tough, so giant
billboards have been installed around the land to keep reminding you what to do.
Then there’s another set-up that offers “wheel socialising”, and you sign up to
exchange your wheels with others to see if they run truer. Or yet another place
takes tiny samples of the rubber on your tyres and sends them to a lab for
analysis, and if things don’t look too good, they send you little bits of
processed rubber to stick back on your tyres in the hope that they will then be
better aligned. It sounds fantastical, but it is all based on the most advanced
vulcanisation technology available at present, and it’s a certified system, so
it must work. That’s what they say. And those are just a few of the choices in
spirituality, religion, politics, social groups and psychology.
So the
writer was recently inspired to explain this by a sight seen in the
shanty-town-like backstreets of the Casablanca Medina, where everything is
still done by hand. There was a rooster crowing and pecking on the pavement; cats
lying in the sun oblivious to everything, mothers and children in traditional
dress, hanging out clothes in the sun. There were carpenters’ booths,
plasterworkers’ huts, metalworkers, marble workers, potters, ironmongers, car
radiator fixers, motorbike repair shops, and of course little tea shops for men
only. This was near the fruit and vegetable stand section, with fish sellers,
bread sellers, sardine grillers, herb sellers, olives, root vegetables, legumes,
dried fruit and nuts and more. All in the shambles and ghetto-like area outside
the old Medina walls – streets slippery with orange peel, fish oil, grease,
crushed fruit, flotsam and jetsam, junk, garbage, vegetable refuse, bikes,
motorbikes, carts, women, men, children, cars, cats, water-sellers, and
everything all akimbo. There were wheelwrights and a few odd cars with their
wheels being aligned by hand. That was the inspiration. These real people with
real misaligned wheels on real cars were busy fixing them. And instead of
believing in modern technology, they were doing it by hand, eye and heart.
After
listening to all the advertising, maybe trying a few solutions, and finding
that your mind is still misaligned, you eventually find that the only Service
Station that does Mind Alignment for you is your own mind.
You
organise your own Service Station by laying out your tools on the appropriate
benches. You have the hammering bench, the bending bench and the
continuous-flow bench. You can walk around all these benches, look them over,
wondering if they are sufficient and good enough for the job, but since they
are organic and can adapt, you decide they’re the only tools you have and you
just have to go for it, come what may.
Instead
of installing an iPod with the top-40 songs for your garage sound system, you
only tune in to the best music available: the masters of wisdom, the practical
spiritual practitioners, the tried and tested authorities, and you try to
understand their melodies, harmonies and rhythms, which is not that easy, as
they use quite simple words to describe sometimes complex processes and we have
to learn how to listen before the meaning and inspiration actually sinks in.
You
begin to discover that what you needed was already there. You just have to
bring more awareness to your six senses and allow yourself to get aligned and
clean the mind, with thoughts like the following:
1) I was
conceived and born because the world needed a potential human soul to come into
existence at that time. I accept that responsibility, and work backwards to
find out why I was born and what I have to do to pay my fare and return any
outstanding debts to the universe.
2) I was
given a set of characteristics and qualities, which are my basic tools for
life. My time and place of birth is unique, and the situation of the universe
at that point in time was unique. Therefore I am unique – and since I don’t
know how long I’m going to be here, I take advantage of my uniqueness.
3) I was
given a whole set of features, weaknesses and strengths, from the collective
unconscious of humankind over the past 40,000 years. I have to learn how to deal
with all this.
3) I was
placed under all kinds of stresses and strains from birth onwards and made to
fit into a particular family or broken home, school, society, cultural milieu,
race, and condition of general human development or under-development. I have
to live with all this, deal with my conditioning, and work through it all.
4) I developed
a mask, a persona, or personality to fit in better or worse in my environment. I
have to find out what my personality or ego is like and learn to deal with it.
5) I seek
pleasure and avoid pain, cultivate my mind and give free reign to my thinking
and feeling processes. I have to start seeing reality as it is and
going against the natural flow that keeps me unconscious.
6) I get
discouraged because Life always kicks me in the face, and I’m not always
“happy”. I think others are to blame. I have to realise only I can learn how
to deal with all this.
7) I finally
discover that only I can align myself with the universe and I start to develop
a new attitude to Life. This is the beginning of my alignment with the universe.
My “ego” loses its attraction, and I have a funny feeling that maybe there is
something more than just an “I” that is always separate from others.
Take it from
there and develop all your potential. If the mind can ask for a reason, there
must be a reason for it all, despite the fact that a mind can convince itself
that there is no reason for anything – that’s the easy part! The hard part is
asking the mind to tell us the reason. It’s a lifelong process, and just like
car wheels always needing regular alignment, we have to get rightly aligned
with the Universe to live properly.
It’s not
the wrong time. It’s not the wrong place. We are all born at exactly the right
time in precisely the right place and with the appropriate circumstances. It’s
up to us to realise this and be present, and promote Self-Awareness.
Edward’s Diary Entry 15 - One Virtue a Day
First I had memorised the
virtues, found
pictures that corresponded in my mind to each virtue to make it easier, and
used these pictures during certain exercises. These are just subjective images
of mine found after some searching. I plan to give examples later on. These
images helped me to keep the mind focused on one concept as opposed to just anything
that might pop up by association – wanted or unwanted. I did a 1-hour written
meditation on the virtues and came up with a few interesting things, but that
wasn’t very heartening. The admonition to “take them out” and practise them was
difficult. I didn’t know exactly what they were, so how could I put them into
practise? So I wrote down: “1) study them, 2) meditate on them; 3) do an
exercise; 4) keep them present in the mind and watch my actions; 5) find
situations in which the virtue can be applied…” Tall order! The psychological
theory behind this was that a virtue is an endowment, so it is like the funds
or property given to an institution so it can be run. Virtues are not “part of
the mind”, but can be seen as external sources used for a purpose. So we should
say “I give way to [a virtue]” or allow it to enter the mind. Then they become
contents of the mind, to be accepted, whereas vice or ignorance are to be
rejected. This is the way to purify the mind, what the ancients called the Sattwic (pure) temperament, accepting
only the 26 virtues and not their opposites. I made a list of the virtues and
assigned each of them to one day during the month, from Monday to Saturday,
with no virtue to be studied on Sundays. And so the month began… as this
year finishes…
Monday, 28 December 2015
Spirituality at the Service Station: Wheel Alignment, or Getting in tune with the universe
Edward’s Diary Entry 14 - Virtues
And so we come back to the
“Virtues” and look at them. A virtue in today’s world is a nebulous concept like “moral
excellence”, “positive trait” or “spiritual quality”. I liked “inner strength”
better because it coincided with ancient wisdom. Decartes went for “correct reasoning”, Kant opined “thoughts,
words and deeds according to principle”, and modern psychology says “virtues
are the good emotions”, so recently a virtue is not even a quality, it’s an
“emotion”, that is, an energy charge in the nervous system, perhaps derived
from millions of years of blind “evolution”, which explains nothing. This is
not saying what a virtue is; it only describes the resultant emotional
charge of whatever this quality may be. The charge is the power, the energy.
Where does the power come from? From the bowels of the earth? No. From outer
space? Don’t think so. From the sun? Most likely. From nothingness? Is it an
invention of the human mind only? Consciousness perceives the resultant force,
but where does the force come from? So let’s go back to the original meaning of
a virtue being an “endowment”, taking Virtues as being “A Powerful Gift” of the
Universe to man, part of his essential nature, but sheathed in ignorance, which
must be removed for essential virtue to shine forth, thus the emphasis in the
26 Virtues of the Bhagavad Gita of the 4 basic Virtues, 2 of which have
a positive approach, and 2 a negative approach, i.e. removing vice. And in the remaining
22 there are 4 negative perspectives for removal as well. The etymology of
“virtue” goes back to Latin “virtutem”, from “vir”, man, and this
exactly coincides with Sanskrit “virah” related to “man”, a “hero” and “strength
and power”. This is probably why Goethe said “A man (vir) must strive to become
what he IS (Virtuous).” I had no idea what the virtues were at first. So after
the first month of putting my plan in action, I decided to apply the teaching
“Take out each Virtue in turn and practise it”. But how on earth to do that?
Wednesday, 23 December 2015
A room with a view
From our room, we see the
outside world clearly. There's the sea and sky, the trees and sandy earth. We're
inside a room looking out, from a house full of rooms, upstairs, downstairs and in my lady’s chamber. Our curtains look dark from inside, drawn back with tie backs and tassels. There are bars on the window and it
is closed. Who is in the room with us? We cannot see. We are transfixed by the beautiful
views outside. We do not turn around. There may be a chest of drawers full of
valuable objects. There's a luxurious bed, a bathroom en suite, cosy chairs, another window facing south, carpets on the wooden floors.
And a door to a corridor and more rooms – a lounge, a salon, a bar, a terrace
to have breakfast on, a kitchen where the food is made. And upstairs is a turret tower converted into an observatory, from which we see the moon and
the stars. All this is behind us, but our camera eyes only see the world
outside. There's more light out there. To whom does this house belong? It needs attention. Please let's call an electrician, have the lights
fixed inside the house, and search through all its treasures and joys. We turn around, we look within.
Because there is another world waiting to be discovered inside.
Mind Cleaning
Or The Stevie Wonder Method of Always Living in the Positive, or Pratipaksa Bhavana.
Gita
Virtue number 24 is “chastity”, but chastity here is not just about restraining
sexual impulses. The word comes from Latin, castitatem (nominative castitas)
"purity, chastity" from castus, which in turn is from the root
“kas” or “kes” “to cut off”. What does it mean to cut off or be cut off? Yes,
it’s similar to cutting off testicles, castration, but it refers to “cut off
from faults, and hence pure”. It goes
back to the Sanskrit term “Saucam” meaning cleanliness, purity, purity
of heart or mind.
The
ancients described the mind as being a vessel. A vessel contains
material. Water can be poured in. Wine can be stored in it. Grain and seeds can
be kept inside. Whatever. But if the mind is a vessel, what do we store in it?
You have to look inside and see. There are memories, even if we don’t know
exactly how they are remembered; there are thoughts that run on and on
perpetually; there are flashes of feeling that rise up and subside; desires,
wants, needs; and there is SOMEONE watching this as it happens. That someone is
you, your Self-Awareness. As long as there is some degree of
self-awareness, there can be a degree of “control” or “observance” of states of
mind. You can see a thought, feeling or sensation as it arises. If you can’t, if
you’re not “present inside yourself”, you are in “Self-Awareness State 2”
(normal waking existence), and therefore you are your thought, feeling
or sensation. This is called a state of attachment or identification. It is the
basic egoic state. You are identified so completely with your thought, your imagined
self or your “ego”, that you have no choice but to be that. At that
moment you are nothing else but that. This is the state where all the
damage is done, the state of irresponsibility, a state largely enveloped in
negativity. This state needs a tool for working on it and dealing with the
negativity. This tool is the same as above: increased Self-Awareness, to be
able to “clean the mind”.
Our everyday “thinking mind” has to be ironed
out and brought into a better condition for any real change to happen. Do you remember
an old story about building on a stable full of dung? Hercules had to clean out
the Augean Stables as one of the twelve necessary labours, listed as his fifth
labour. These Twelve Labours were to atone for his “sins” and be rewarded with
immortality. There is no intention of being high-handed by using the word
“sin”. The original Greek word (used in the Bible) was hamartano/hamartia,
which simply meant “missing the mark”
(as in archery), presupposing there is a “mark” and that when we miss it, we
fail to receive our prize. The mark is the achievement of Virtue, the method is
by diverting rivers from their course (the flow of unconsciousness) and sending
them through the stables of the mind, where the dung is washed out in one day
if we are as brave and as strong as Hercules. Or in various days, months or
years if we are more ordinary people carrying no laurels on our brows.
One method of cleaning the mind is listening to
the Stevie Wonder song “Positivity”, believing the song and applying it.
The same method was re-introduced by Swami Vivekananda in the late 19th century
after being lost in ancient history for ages. It is simply a practical
application of the Bhagavad Gita texts from two millennia before Christ.
Ancient wisdom, yes, and it’s called Pratipaksa Bhavana, which means
“taking the opposite point of view”. This is an example of the right
functioning of the human thinking process to clean up the mind. It presupposes
you know what “dirtiness” of the mind is. Dirtiness of the mind is anything
that is not Virtue. Since there are about 26 virtues, anything other than these
is dirt – unnecessary, useless, expenders of vital energy for no good purpose,
to be corrected by the practise of the Virtues.
It is our language that makes us believe
certain things, because they have always been described this way. “I feel
angry, I feel sad, I feel depressed”, as if the whole of YOU were that feeling and
nothing else existed! This is bad psychology, impractical for our purposes. It
is more correct to say “I give way to Anger, I give way to Sadness, I give way
to Depression.” These states of mind are waves of energy that influence us and
exert their power over us. Either you give way to them or you prevent them from
taking over your whole being. If you are caught in the middle, then you can
apply Pratipaksa Bhavana. Let’s do the exercise:
Anger
(wrath)
Someone
has said or done something “terrible” to me and I give way to Anger. But
I take a few deep breaths, get back into my present moment, and intentionally
use my thinking process in the following way (instead of allowing it to
continue with my angry thoughts). I start thinking thoughts opposite to the
negative thoughts that first came to my mind and which produced the anger.
I think as follows:
“Well,
this person sees things in a different way, and I don’t know exactly how he
sees them, but perhaps earlier on he got angry himself, because something
happened to him this morning – he got fired, lost his job, had a fight with his
partner, lost his dog, or maybe someone in his family died recently and he’s
feeling terrible. So:
1) There
are imagined reasons for his anger which I do not know.
2) He
can’t always be like this, no one is. He can’t always be angry with everybody,
he must show some affection or tenderness to someone at some point, so he can’t
be all bad. He must be loving in some cases, it’s just not this time with me.
3) And
looking to myself, I think: And why should I give way to anger
just because he has insulted me? Does he really know me? If he doesn’t, then
his insult isn’t really directed at “me”. If he does, he may be using insider
information to get at me, and why should I let him? Why should a close friend
or family member use privileged information to insult me or try to hurt me?
What is this “me” anyway? I don’t know all of it, and neither does he, so I
can’t permit this Angriness to continue inside me, because it is bad for me,
will cause a conflict, turn to guilt, self-condemnation, fester and canker in
the mind, etc.
4) In
any case, I am more than the “me” receiving the Anger and the “him” trying to
pass it on to me. What about my inner worth, my human condition of having a
spark of Life, Mind or Soul, my intrinsic value and virtue as a person? I am
more than one fleeting emotion. And so is this person."
And so
after thinking things through rightly, and realising that “negative” things are
only incidental to, and not essential to, the person, I apply the Virtue of
Forgiveness and exempt the other person from responsibility by taking the
responsibility of Forgiving upon myself. And I continue to concentrate on my
breathing and I stay in my Present Moment, not going back to reminisce or
speculate on the past, because that is just dirtying the mind again, and I have
just successfully cleaned away the dirt in a flash. And my next event is in the
Now.
So if
you want to practise, take out each negative feeling (produced by
thought) that you experience and write out your Positive Thinking or Pratipaksa
Bhavana about it. Then Forgive and Live. And listen to Stevie Wonder’s
“Positivity” if you need a reminder.
ü Anger
(wrath)
ü Impatience
(initial non-acceptance, leading to annoyance)
ü Annoyance
(the start of irritation)
ü Irritation
(annoyance getting worse)
ü Frustration
(the result of allowing annoyance and irritation to dwell and produce depression)
ü Boredom
(need to be stimulated)
ü Anxiety
(gnawing worry)
ü Nervousness
(fidgeting and worrying)
ü Covetousness
(grasping and desiring)
ü Despair
(disappointment)
ü Disgust
(rejection)
ü Guilt
(shame)
ü Hostility
(bitterness)
ü Contempt
(hate, violence)
ü Jealousy
(fear of someone taking what you think is yours)
ü Envy
(desire for another’s perceived superiority)
ü Pride
(vanity, overweening importance of self)
ü Sadness
(sorrow, hurt)
Edward’s Diary Entry 13 - Higher or Lower
What is it that belongs to
Higher or Lower Nature? Do we dare classify human experiences as good or bad? Isn’t
everything acceptable today? We are urged to accept things as “normal”… But if
we’re smart, we do think about it. But much confusion reigns. If we’re
sensitive and listen to certain things, we seem to be threatened with
extinction as a species, what with nuclear disasters, climate change, overpopulation
or whatever happens to be in the news. But the person intent on Self-Awareness
will pay little attention to these matters and will only seek development of his
or her own reality, as a means to correct the misbehaviour of the world.
Misbehaviour, because there is something higher or lower. Anything that
belongs to lower nature has to drop away for evolution. Anything that pertains
to Higher Nature must be nurtured and promoted. It’s easy. Except that we don’t
always agree on which is higher and which is lower. Six thousand years ago, the
Vedantists knew. Today, there is no excuse, we can also know. But the mass of
unknowing is very powerful, and modern media can only convey what the “average
man or woman” is expected to understand. It’s a tragedy, but it’s an
unconscious process: whatever does not evolve and progress, involves and
degenerates. But our Self-Awareness process is the other way around:
whatever does not promote self-awareness is “bad”, whatever does is “good”. And
therefore, life becomes simple. With Self-Awareness and living in the
Now, lower nature is seen but not reacted to (as far as possible). You may be
wondering, but here are some examples of lower nature, in legalese, including
but not limited to: fear,
cheating, hypocrisy, untruth, uncleanliness, attachment, likes and dislikes,
desires and aversions, envy, jealousy, conflict, separation, guilt,
self-condemnation, blame, ignorance, laziness, distraction, miserliness,
uncaringness, impulsiveness, lack of spontaneity, indulgence, lack of
alertness, lack of discrimination, lack of studiousness, lack of effort, lack
of self-discipline, excesses, crookedness, deceit, lying, hurtful truths,
non-alignment of though-word-deed, selfishness, harm, injury, violence, anger
and wrath (which beget eight kinds of vices: rashness, injustice, persecution,
jealousy, taking possession of others’ property, harsh words, cruelty and
killing), aggression, lack of self-restraint, impatience, intranquillity,
maliciousness, fault-finding, backbiting, complaining, narrow-mindedness,
conceit, pride, prejudice, greed, self-mortification, harshness, ill-wishing,
lack of modesty or shame, useless activities, fickleness, nervousness,
fidgeting, lack of energy, intolerance, lack of forgiveness, lack of
forbearance, lack of endurance, deception, lust, resentment, malice, ill-will, overweening pride,
egoism, self-centredness. And then
go back and start again, with all the variants of these! More again soon…
Monday, 21 December 2015
¿Quién soy yo?
Nadie realmente sabe…
Cayendo de repente en la
cuenta de que no sabía quién era, el Mulá Nasrudín se lanzó a la calle en busca
de alguien que lo pudiera reconocer.
La muchedumbre era densa,
pero se hallaba en un pueblo ajeno, y no encontró ninguna cara conocida.
De pronto se encontró en la
tienda de un ebanista.
–¿Qué puedo hacer por
usted? – preguntó el artesano.
Nasrudín no dijo nada.
–¿Desea usted alguna cosa
de madera? – le preguntó
– Lo primero es lo primero
– dijo el Mulá. – Vamos a ver. ¿Usted me ha visto entrar en su negocio?
– Sí, claro.
– Muy bien. Y ¿me reconoce? ¿Me ha visto
usted alguna vez en su vida?
– No, nunca – dijo el artesano.
– Entonces ¿cómo sabe usted que soy yo?
From our
copy of The Pleasantries of the Incredible Mulla Nasreddin, by Idries
Shah, illustrated by Richard Williams. Spanish retranslation by us.
Edward’s Diary Entry 12 - Lower and Higher
The inevitable result of mental
practice using Self-Enquiry (Vichara) is that life is better, thanks to daily planning
and structuring. There is only a given amount of time for “inside” or “spirit”,
and a given amount of time for “outside”, or body, family and society. It is
orderly, tidy, organised. Yes, exceptions may come, but they can be planned. We
are not interested in order for order’s sake, only for the sake of experiencing
Self-Awareness. As soon as one forgets oneself, the order has to be
disordered or re-ordered. If rhythmic processes like breathing or walking bring
forgetfulness or drowsiness, we can change them immediately, by holding our
breath, asking “Who Am I?” on the outbreath instead of the inbreath, or in
between, or switching from left leg lead to right leg lead when walking – anything
your spontaneity suggests. You get skilled at this and it becomes easy to deal
with. Social and family life is better too. By practising virtues, or course,
one is naturally very kind and sweet, easygoing and patient, quick to laugh,
empathetic when listening, calm, tranquil and peaceful, so your companions find
a certain good-naturedness that they can appreciate, even if they do think
you’re a little strange! One of my great fears years ago was this: “If it is
true that the spirit is the only reality, in this world we are going to have to
give up so many material and intellectual things that seem ‘good and nice’ How
can that be?” When analysed, this is an excuse or a reflection of a stage only.
Because it is not so simple. Yes, things must be “given up”. But what things
are these? Anything that belongs to “Lower Nature”. But lower nature is not
given up because of a belief or a dogma or a conviction. Lower nature is given
up when it is seen as being futile, useless and inconvenient. It dissolves into
its constituent part, which is a mere passing thought, part of the
ceaseless stream of thoughts that come and go. Even when Higher Nature is just
beginning to be entrenched – and this is in the measure that lower nature
dissolves – then everything becomes much simpler, more natural, and our underlying
joy begins to seep through. So, yes, some things go – the unruliness, the wants
and needs, the entertainment at any cost, the skirt-chasing or man-hunting, the
idea that the world was made to provide me with infinite pleasures, all the
ideas, beliefs, convictions, traumas, grudges, complaints, automatic reactions
and conditioned behaviour patterns, the philosophical ideas as yet unrealised –
all these fly out the window. But the fresh air coming in from what we classify as Higher Nature is more than enough to compensate for this, even if
we seem a little childlike to society. Or upside down, like our Mullah
Nasrudin, in the picture. It is said that dear old George Bernard Shaw
professed his contempt for Indian yogis in 1898 saying, “You Indian saints are
the most useless of men; you have no respect for time.” Whereupon the Saint
immediately replied, “It is you who are slaves of time. I live
in Eternity.”
Friday, 18 December 2015
Edward’s Diary Entry 11 - Infinity?
We live in a crazy world, and we can now measure
the craziness. When I was a kid, I had a book of science-fiction stories called “Store of Infinity”. That’s what it’s like today. A department
store with infinite goods and services available for all. With our various
interests, we sit down to talk, and all of a sudden we all take out our smartphones
and tablets and spend hours and hours – if we have the free time – looking at
the latest videos, quotes, jokes, pictures or whatever, expressing our likes or
dislikes and comparing them. All the TV series, the films, and books and blogs
and videos and tweets, and on and on it goes. At work we have to be totally
efficient and use time to our advantage and respond to instantaneous messaging
and emails. And then if you watch TV, plug in your earphones and listen to your
favourite music, answer emails, read a newspaper or settle down with a nice
book, you keep your mind occupied all the time with inputs from outside. And
our minds are so smart they adapt right away. They even love it! Minds love to
be occupied. It’s their nature; what they’ve been taught to do. And the
possibilities are infinite. We no longer believe in Relativity. We want Total Infinity.
And thanks to modern media and networks, we’ve got it: Worldometers
publishes real-time counters that says some 2.4 million new book titles were published
in 2015; 400 million newspapers circulated today; 200 billion emails sent every
day; 800 million tweets; 3.5 billion google searches today, etc. Technology is
a means to an end, and it’s great. But how often do we use technology instead
of letting it use us? We have to have an end for the means to be viable in our
lives. So in the face of Infinity, we have to focus daily on One Single Thing,
one Finite Element, the one thing that makes our world go round without our
even noticing it. One single mantra, a single concept: “I”, or “Who
am I”. Only that concept can counteract all the attention-grabbing influences
that come from the infinity of aims, desires, wishes, wants and other mental
constructs that allow our perceptions to reach out to an infinite choice of
possibilities in the world “out there” as opposed to our own “inner world”. Who
can do this? Does anyone really want to? Are we “mad” if we look inside? Or
saner? You choose.
Mind the Mind - or The Efficient Use of Energy Resources
We
received the question: What can
we do to help the world, what with climate change, dwindling resources, terrorism,
hunger and everything?
Ok, you
believe in clean air, healthy food, world peace. You want to combat climate
change, overpopulation, hunger. You’re against terrorism, war and hatred. You
think love makes the world go round, you have heard that inside we are “pure
essences of love”, and you do acts of charity and support your friends,
neighbours and even strangers. You try to listen empathetically, you meditate
and try to see the oneness of all. So maybe you are a Vegan or a vegetarian, or
at least you believe in organic food. You exercise and consume low-fat
products, because everyone says that’s what you should be doing. Great. Now
what? Have we solved all of life’s problems?
Well,
after caring for our bodies – not too ascetically because we live in a culture
of abundance – what are we doing with and to our minds? The premise of “you are
what you eat” means the body is the recipient of all nourishing and
non-nourishing things that we consume through the mouth and enjoy through
taste, smell, sight and even touch.
Another
premise is “you are what you think, feel and experience”: the mind is the
recipient of all nourishing and non-nourishing things that we allow to enter
through sight, sound, sensation or feeling (sense perceptions) and how we react
by thinking, feeling or reacting to these stimuli (mental reactions).
Why so
much concern for the body and what we eat? Of course nowadays, what with so
many chemicals and artificial products, we have to be a little more careful
than before, when things were “more natural”, but why all this insistence on
eating well? Mankind has survived for millions of years without abundance.
Humanity grew up by occasionally feasting and often fasting and making do with
whatever Nature could give him. In ancient times in fact, scarcity was rampant.
Today, abundance is rampant in what we call the civilised world. There are 1.6
billion out of 7.3 billion who are “overweight”, which is 21% of the world’s
population. But 784 million are undernourished, 675 million do not have access
to drinking water. It would appear to a reasonable observer from another planet
that mankind is doing a very poor job of caring for his own species, let alone
the other species that are endangered or already practically extinct. Many
human beings are well, or too well, but all too many others are unwell. Yet we
call ourselves civilised.
The
reason is we only start caring about what we put into our bodies when we either
have 1) a life philosophy that regulates this, or 2) a kind of superabundance
that allows to us be capricious and faddy. When climate change, overpopulation
and the desecration and the desertification of the land comes – and it looks
like it will if current trends continue – then we shall see if the caprices and
fads continue, too, or whether we will have to eat whatever there is, or simply
go hungry, starve and finally die out.
So, to
prevent this, the solution is the “mind”. My mind, your mind, the mind of your
spouse, your lover, your neighbour, the mind of the chance acquaintance at the
café round the corner – wherever you happen to be. How can the mind prevent
this? By looking at itself, and by first being convinced that there is such a
thing as “mind over matter”, and that this “does matter”. For the time being,
don’t get overly concerned about what you put into your body. Just go with what
you have going. But you should become very, very serious and alert as to what
you PUT INTO or ALLOW TO DWELL IN YOUR MIND.
Here is
a list of the no-no’s, from A to Z, and it’s not a question of belief or a set
or compulsory morals to be adhered to. It’s more a question of sustainability,
eco-friendliness, pure ecology and basic psychology of the New Era, to be
explained below.
ü Anger
(wrath)
ü Impatience
(initial non-acceptance, leading to annoyance)
ü Annoyance
(the start of irritation)
ü Irritation
(annoyance getting worse)
ü Frustration
(the result of allowing annoyance and irritation to dwell and produce
depression)
ü Boredom
(need to be stimulated)
ü Anxiety
(gnawing worry)
ü Nervousness
(fidgeting and worrying)
ü Covetousness
(grasping and desiring)
ü Despair
(disappointment)
ü Disgust
(rejection)
ü Guilt
(shame)
ü Hostility
(bitterness)
ü Contempt
(hate, violence)
ü Jealousy
(fear of someone taking what you think is yours)
ü Envy
(desire for another’s perceived superiority)
ü Pride
(vanity, overweening importance of self)
ü Sadness
(sorrow, hurt)
Each
time you “feel” these emotions – we use this verb in quotation marks because
they are mostly “thoughts” that affect the nervous system and are not real
“feelings” – and act on them, you are contributing to an infection, a viral
disease, an epidemic that affects both you, your loved ones, those close to you
and the whole planet and universe. Because energy is not created on Earth. We tend
to think there is an industry on the planet that “creates” or produces energy,
but this is just a conventional fiction. No energy comes from anywhere else but
from the Sun, without which we wouldn’t be here. (Petroleum? Liquid solar
energy from millions of years ago. Coal? Fossilised solar energy. Water?
The blood of the Earth, only here because the Sun is here, etc.). On a normal
day, our friends at worldometers calculate that some 20 billion MWh
of energy strike the Earth from the Sun. A marvellous figure, and no one
should dispute it. It’s not the exact amount that counts, but the fact that it
only comes from the Sun. We humans transform our share of this energy by
acting and reacting to stimuli. Our minds process this energy in interpreting
our sensations. When we feel, we are using solar power. When we think, it’s the
sun’s energy. When we move, we locomote thanks to the Sun. Or would you be
doing the same things you normally do every day if you were suddenly placed on the
surface of Pluto, from which the sun would appear as a star, albeit a bright
star? You wouldn’t exist there for a second. You can only exist as you are
because of where you are and because of the Earth’s Sun.
Now whatever
goes on in your MIND is a planetary, environmental and ecological reality.
Either your mind uses the Sun’s energy to promote goodness, healthiness,
well-being and serenity, using its limited amount of energy for beneficial
purposes, or your mind uses its limited solar power input to create more
badness, more unhealthiness, lesser well-being and more insecurity for you and
for all. It is really all up to you. You can’t ask or force anyone else to do
your work for you. No one can feed energy into a machine to make products it
hasn’t been designed to make. But we
humans have been designed to produce a variety of products, for better or for
worse. We can and must re-design ourselves. We can because it’s built into our
system. That’s what makes us human. But we can also remain sub-human or
“normal”, and produce “junk thoughts”, in addition to spam or junk mail. Or we
can progress towards being super-human, or fully self-aware. For that we have
to re-design our MINDS to produce “good work” for ourselves and humanity before
it’s too late. And it’s too late for you when you’re already feeble and dying,
or dead. And it’s too late for the World when it’s clogged full of pollution,
the ice-caps have melted and famine has spread across the abundant and
beautiful lands that human beings didn’t even make – they were only just stupid
enough to destroy them because they found they weren’t really as “Aware” or
“Self-Aware” as they thought they were. Shame.
So look
into your mind, find some support to help you through the initial phases, and
practise Self-Awareness. It will help the world. Because the world is
you and you create the world through your human experience.
Next
article: “Mind Cleaning: The Stevie Wonder Method of Always Living in
the Positive”, or Pratipaksa Bhavana.
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